Hidup Tapi Seakan Mati

Beberapa waktu lalu, gw pernah ketemu sama temen game gw yang udah 2-3 tahun gak ketemu. Lalu dia berceletuk, "kakak terlihat berbeda sekarang." "Aku gendutan ya sekarang? Ehee." "Bukan. Senyum dan raut wajahnya beda, sekarang seperti banyak yang dipikirkan." Gw cuma bisa senyum tipis, dan nggak bisa mengelak. "Iya, soalnya dulu yang ku pikirkan cuma...

A Winner.

"Do you listen to what I say?", I swear I was listening to everything he just explained, but I got distraction. My eyes move to his eyes now, he shows doubt, he knows I spaced out. He pouts, and I need to get focus. He starts to talk again, I try to not look, intrigued,...

To Be Human Again.

A close friend asked me, "What are you looking for? You drag them down to the lowest, but you never give even a little bit of your heart? What are you searching for?" I stayed in silence, then she told me, "you ARE looking for the excitement, aren't you?" I nodded, "I think you already...

Reuni

Malam sudah semakin larut, Elisa bolak-balik mengintip jam tangannya, dan mengecek pintu keluar cafe, jaga-jaga jika Rais kembali dari merokok di luar sana. Perempuan berkacamata tersebut tak bisa meninggalkan tempat duduknya dan menghampiri kekasihnya karena dia sedang ditengah-tengah acara reuni SMA. "Elisa, mana kok pacarnya gak di bawa?", tanya Rere salah satu teman dekatnya saat...

White Sand.

It was summer when I saw him sleeping on the sand, we were on vacation to the white sand beach with the whole class after the last exam. I never got closed before with him, I barely know him, all I do was studying so I could get into good university. And he was in...

Taking A Chance

I’ve been watching you from this bed, you move around the room, reading some books, analyzing the weather outside, asking me whether I want a coffee or tea. If you don’t mind, I prefer you. I’ve been pretending to read this magazine for a while, actually I’ve been busy taking off your clothes, in my...

The Reflection Of You

We stand here in front of this office window, try to talk about something you don't wanna talk about and I don't wanna hear the explanation. I sip my coffee, I feel warm on my both hands. You don't wanna look at me, you look at the sky as it gets darker. "It's gonna rain...

Dying Night

While I entered the hotel room, I walked straight to the big windows that give the room of the sea view. I dazed out by the scenery. A moment later he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, enjoyed the same picture. “We’re finally here.”, I said as his arms got tighter wrapping me....

Fireworks

Seorang kurir mengetuk pintu rumahku, menyerahkan selembar amplop kecil kepadaku dari tas coklat di motornya. Dengan berlalunya kurir itu, aku perlahan membuka amplop tersebut. Sebuah Foto, aku dan.. kemudian aku menahan nafasku, hampir saja aku lupa dengan orang ini. Dan ingatanku kembali pada pertemuan kami tahun lalu.. Seseorang memanggil namaku dari belakang saat aku dan...